My Struggle

This song is about those times when the situation seems bigger than you. For Luna.

Written Winter 2001

In the shadows of my mind
These questions answers never find
Voices echo through my head
But there's no easy way this time

This is my struggle
This is my struggle


In my memory lives a day
I knew exactly what to say
And now my thoughts become confused
But I just cannot turn away

This is my struggle
This is my struggle

And then it all comes 'round again
It never makes sense in the end
What's right is wrong, there's no escape
And all that's left is my mistake
And through this fog that clouds my mind
I search for nothing left to find
For all that once was now is lost
I'm holding onto what is not


So I must carry this alone
I must do this on my own
For to all this pain unknown
So by the Grace of God go on

This is my struggle
This is my struggle

And then it all comes 'round again
It never makes sense in the end
What's right is wrong, there's no escape
And all that's left is my mistake
And through this fog that clouds my mind
I search for nothing left to find
For all that once was now is lost
I'm holding onto what is not


So many voices speak to me
Which most approaches sanity?
For since this never really was
We do our best with what must be

This is our struggle
This is our struggle

And then it all comes 'round again
It never makes sense in the end
What's right is wrong, there's no escape
And all that's left is my mistake
And through this fog that clouds my mind
I search for nothing left to find
For all that once was now is lost
I'm holding onto what is not


This is my struggle
This is my struggle
This is my struggle
This is my struggle